What do you do when your parent is regressing?
How do you fight the hundreds of daily battles and still find the time and energy to earn a living as well as do adult tasks like link your bloody Aadhaar card to your Mobile, fight with the bank for the death benefits of your deceased parent on behalf of your surviving rapidly-regressing parent, find time to see your dentist, find time to take your father to a neurologist for his annual checkup, find time to take your kitten (the stray that adopted you) for neutering, find time to see about investments and taxes, find time to see your sibling gets the medical care she needs, find time to do necessary repairs for the house, find time to find good repair people for the necessary repairs for the house, find time to...
And if you think I'm wasting time by ranting here I'm not.. I'm sitting in the loo and hiding from my regressing parent because if I don't I'll scream and cry. And I'm so tired of feeling like I have nothing good to say to people when they inquire how we are doing. I feel like a complain box. But I also don't want to lie and say we are doing great. So great. The greatest ever. Lol... Motherfucking Trump. Anyway yeah, getting back to my rant. Maybe if I vent here I'll feel better. This blog has done it for me in the past. Been my silent sounding board. Maybe that's all I need.
No i also need to re-start meditating.
I know it will help. So why don't I.
Cos im acting like a pathetic loser Victim. just refusing to do the bare minimum to make my life better.
Okay. Rant over. Need to meditate.
